The whole track is a concatenation of unreason or entheta, which you imagine you have to confront again. You lived through it all. Why bother going through it all again?  Why confront what was already confronted?

Why not study reason instead? Reason is pure theta and is not contaminated with entheta. The study of reason is mathematics, so get in your basic numeracy, then become super-numerate.

ref. See also  https://xscn.mgtconcepts.com/?p=481